As I look back over the past 4 weeks it doesn't feel like that at all, i'm not looking 'back' or at the 'past' at all. What I'm looking at is the future, the foundation for my next couple of months, no wait...it goes way beyond that.
A constant theme for me over the past month has been developing my acceptance and dependence of Gods faithfulness....Truly accepting and depending.
Right now I am preparing to lead a team of 13 students on a 2 month outreach through Mexico and Belize. We will be ministering to the poor, helping in rehab centers, working in schools, serving any way we can and using music in as many ways as possible to connect with people and share the gospel.
These next couple of months are hardly going to be a walk in the park, more like a marathon.
There's the excitement and buzz, waiting for the start.
The confident, sprinted first strides.
Some time of ploding along and then....
The only way I can break through that is with that true whole hearted dependence on God and his faithfulness.
That is what this month has prepared me for.
Getting through 'The Wall'.